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SIE
Dieses hübsche Schlafzimmer von denen. Das täte ich zerfetzen. Mit dem Messer. Alles zerfleddern. Zerschreddern. Vernichten. Verschnitt.

ER
Verdient hätten sie es jedenfalls.

SIE
Anzünden täte ich deren Wohnung.

ER
Da könnte unsere Wohnung aber leicht mitbrennen.

SIE
Aber ansonsten alles.

ER
Da bliebe nicht viel übrig hinterher.

SIE
Da ginge alles zu Bruch.

ER
Das gäbe eine ordentliche Schlacht.

SIE
Die Wohnung könnte man anschließend vergessen.

ER
Lass es uns doch tun.

SIE
Was sollen wir tun.

ER
Gehen wir rüber.

SIE
Zu den Meiers mit dem Beil.

ER
Zu den Meiers mit dem Beil.

"Gibt es also ein Heilmittel gegen das Kranksein an der Welt, oder bleibt nur Selbstmord, wenn man sich Alltagszwängen kategorisch verweigern will?"

Aerials

Aerials

Aerials

Ich bin ein fortgeschrittener Mensch, ich lese allerhand hervorragende Bücher, und doch kann ich meine geistige Richtung nicht begreifen, was ich eigentlich will – ob ich weiterleben oder mich totschießen soll, gewissermaßen...

Ich hab ‘ gar keinen richtigen Paß – ich weiß nicht, wie alt ich bin; mir ist immer, als wär’ ich noch ganz jung. Als Kind zog ich mit meinen Eltern auf Jahrmärkten umher, sie gaben da Vorstellungen, und ich machte den Saltomortale und allerhand andere Kunststücke. Dann starben die Eltern, und ich kam zu einer deutschen Dame, die mich unterrichtete. So wuchs ich heran. Woher ich bin, wer ich bin – weiß ich nicht. Nichts weiß ich.
Ich möcht’ mich mal gern so richtig aussprechen, aber zu wem? Ich hab’ doch keinen Menschen auf der Welt.

Bin gar keine Russin, stamm' aus Litauen, echt deutsch. Oed' und leer das Meer.

Seh'n Sie, Herr Doctor, mit der Natur ist's was anderes, sehen Sie, mit der Natur, das ist so was, wie soll ich doch sagen — zum Beispiel —

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